Down - but not out!
Posted by: Fats in: Wika at HirapThank you:
Eileen for emailing about Fuzzy Logic.
Bong for sending the text he wrote for Asean IPR.
Julianne for whipping up a nice structure for the symposium.
Kim for working through with MAAP.
Nemcy for blogging about her birthday.
Meps for being in touch.
No thanks:
To that horrible ASEF woman from Singapore for reminding me of her arrogant behavior towards me.
To that dubious woman in Makati who always saw me as less than anything I say and keeps insisting that she is my friend.
To that horrible man who pushed me to this emotional breakdown by constantly invalidating things that I wanted to share with him, and constantly imposing his evaluation about things I wanted to share with him - these seem to be his ideas of a nurturing relationship.
Extremely low at the moment, have not been able to sleep all night and so now close to physical breakdown again. How very fragile this balance. I tried writing and reading and working in the garden this morning, which was good but still… surely I can last out until dinner or bedtime.

November 16th, 2006 at 8:01 pm
Your welcome, Fats! Been awhile since I read your blogs… quite busy…