Archive for December, 2007

Big problem for health care

Friday, December 28th, 2007

Just booked a trip to Bangkok for Trevor and myself. Although I’ve been there three times before (went to roughly the same places and booked the same hotel), I’ve always liked it there. This is probably also going to be our first non-work related trip outside the country, which is very nice because that means we don’t have to worry about conferences or meetings and can really enjoy being “tourists.” :P

The mango trees have started blooming - I noticed this some three days ago. I have been going out alone for groceries and such things since Trevor has been down with flu, which started exactly on Christmas Day! :(

Anyway, going out to the markets and malls, I noticed, especially in the malls, the increase in number of obese people - from age 8 to probably mid or late 20s. I do feel rather alarmed by this. I understand that in many other Asian countries which has adopted a western (American) diet, obesity has also become a problem.

I remember a remark by an Indonesian friend while in Burma some five years ago that there aren’t any obese Buddhists (for example, in Burma or Thailand). Surely it has to do with the diet, and perhaps the meditative practices too.

Anyway, what worried me was the fact that the Philippines has a declining number of nurses and doctors (most of them are going abroad), and within the next 5-15 years there will probably be an enormous demand on the health care system as obesity cases will continue to need medical attention. This will also mean tremendous problems with hospital beds and other facilities fitted for small Asian (or architectural standard) anthropometrics. I don’t ever think how the country will be able to cope with all this! This will also greatly affect the private health insurance systems - imagine an increase in the number of people in their early 20s needing treatment normally given to people in their 60s…

Which reminds me, I took this photo (below) of a billboard I’ve seen in the Veterans Memorial Medical Center, announcing the re-invigoration of the Veterans Golf Club, established in 1958.

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The “golf for a cause” campaign says: “every putt you make, every game you play, gives the veteran patient another day.” Which sounds rather morbid to me. While there has been very visible improvements to the golf course (such as new paved pathways, lighting, a giant golf ball marker, etc.), we are yet to see how the hospital is actually benefiting from golf, since last I heard the charter of the golf club has been revised during the term of Mercado (as Defense Secretary), diverting funds of the golf club from the hospital to the pensions of army personnel - something which was the subject of numerous graft and corruption charges in the past few years, one of many issues the Magdalo mutineers hoped to make public and eventually resolve.*

In the meantime, below is a photo of a mushroom I saw under a tree also at the VMMC grounds.

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It will be 2008, a new year, soon - hopefully, the health care system doesn’t collapse in a couple years under the weight of current problems. I guess it is important to try and keep healthy on our own, at least by avoiding fast food, if we are still allowed to do so.

* SENATE TO PROBE CORRUPTION IN AFP. Senators will investigate the complaints of mutinous soldiers about alleged corruption and abuse of privileges in the Department of National Defense and the Armed Forces and the “plunder” of the soldiers’ pension funds.

Source: Philippine Star, 28 July 2003

Mandy

Wednesday, December 26th, 2007

Finally, after two months in a boat from Vancouver, Edward’s mail-order-bride has arrived, a gift from my cousin Grace! :) Her name is Mandy, and she was wearing a Tommy Hilfiger pink dress when she arrived. Here is a photo of Mandy, now wearing a diaper. :P

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And here is a photo of Edward wearing Mandy’s pink dress. Hmmm … ;)

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Now there are three doggies in the house, Edward, Maria and Mandy. And since Maria is very jealous and won’t give Edward away, Trevor suggested that we get another dog for Mandy. Hmmm … ;)

Incidentally, I was told that Sandy, my sister’s pit bull, died last Sunday. Quite sad, although I suppose much better that Sandy is now in dog heaven rather than locked up in a cage. Nobody knows what happened, but my mom suspects that it could be the annual shots that the vet gave Sandy a week earlier. It also turns out that Asel who regularly feeds Sandy, wasn’t around that evening since she was with my sister’s family on an out of town trip over the weekend. So it was my mom who fed Sandy, and Asel said she gives Sandy a comforting pat before feeding her. So we suspect that Sandy must’ve been so depressed that Asel wasn’t there to feed and pat her, and she died of depression!

Anyway, here at home we now have Mandy, thanks to Grace! :) I took the photos above with the wooden and wicker bowl my mom gave me and Trevor for Christmas - it’s such a nice bowl and I use it now for my crocheting. :)

I still haven’t finished my crocheted sleeveless blouse (it’s olive green and brown), and to keep from being bored, I started a new project, a gray and (probably) baby yellow crocheted sleeveless blouse.

Below is a photo of three (of five) scrunchies that I made to give away this Christmas. One set I gave to Asel and another to my cousin’s wife.

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Strange, it rained on Christmas eve and rained in the evening and again all morning after Christmas. It seemed to suit so well the sad part of Christmas - the simultaneous frenzy of shopping and the poverty around us. When I was on my way to my auntie’s house for lunch on Christmas day, I was met by three women from Basilan, two of them carrying a babies. I asked where they were from and they said from Basilan and that they were running away from the conflict there. They were all carrying grocery bags, perhaps given by someone who took pity on them. I don’t know if they were really from Basilan, or if someone forced them to beg. I told them that life can be harder in the city too and they promised that they will go back home and not come back. I gave them some money, actually nearly all our money that day which wasn’t very much at all. That evening, we couldn’t give any money anymore to the kids caroling so I just gave them some garlic bread sticks and some cookies and they were quite happy with it. They sang “thank you, thank you” as they received the food, which was nice and kind of funny since it was a nearly auto-response after getting something (usually money) after the Christmas singing.

On the way in my auntie’s house two children raced to the door and was forcing to get in - they were begging for food. They looked so poor… I wondered how they would react if they saw a table full of food. I remembered my niece who cried when she saw so much food on the table served by my sister for my mom’s birthday last year.

Last night, it must’ve been nearly 4 in the morning, I overheard some boys outside talking about some problems in the family, a huge family perhaps as they referred to aunties and sisters and mothers and cousins. The problems included ill feelings in the family since one of the boys got a job at a call center, and he couldn’t help other members of the family get a job there too. He explained he was only working there and couldn’t really help except by recommending family members. But some family still felt ill towards him, because of the desperation of getting a job. There were lots of ‘little’ problems too like rumors going around the family that he and his siblings all had mobile phones while the rest of the family cousins and aunties didn’t, and how such things affected the relationship between his mom and his aunt.

These problems are so common, the problem of those who have and those who have not, within families. As a problem within relatively low income families, it is disconcerting. A few days ago, our cleaning lady was called out by someone from the family. I wondered what it was about. When she came back she said it was just some in-law bragging about a new mobile phone. Our cleaning lady said she just told her off, “what do I need an expensive phone for, I’d rather use the money to buy food for my kids!”

A few days ago, the woman who used to own the apartment we live in came over asking us to buy a “health food and herbals” franchise, she said “for ONLY 200,000 pesos” as if we could just pick up that money out in the streets. I was shocked because she has been in debt because of so many failed get-rich-quick business deals and have been giving out money to some religious group that kept promising her “financial blessings” and “economic blessings.” I told her, I’m sorry but we are not obsessed with money. That seemed to surprise her, that there are actually people who are not worshiping her god. It was so odd, that she could believe in a Christian religion, in particular in a Christ that lived most frugally, and yet actually have money as the center of the faith.

I guess what I find truly disconcerting is the thought that there is in fact so much more in the organic world, but that scarcity is an artificial condition created by the greedy and filthy rich, a condition that manipulates everyone.

The repetitiveness of crocheting has been very good for me, just like the repetitive sound of rain. It is good in soothing the mind and easing the ebb or tide of the emotions. I have felt so overwhelmed by the frenzy of family, crowds, poverty, pseudo-poverty, pseudo-rich, and crying now hurts my head much. So it is good to have Mandy, something to fuss about between crochets…

Christmas countdown

Monday, December 24th, 2007

I can’t believe we actually managed to buy gifts for the family. I was ready to give up when for the past 2 days there wasn’t any cash in the ATMs and we barely had enough money to buy vegetables in the market for our meals. Anyway, I speculated that the banks probably allowed the cash ’shortage’ in order to increase subscription to credit cards (and other such ‘express’ cards).

Anyway, I didn’t quite like the idea (and the stress) of ‘holiday shopping’ although it does give lots of people a kind of high, I guess. My mom and aunties are experts on these things, so they do their Christmas shopping in June. ;) If I start crocheting scrunchies, mats, socks, toys and other such things in June then I too could have enough to give away for Christmas. Trevor told me my relatives would all complain, oh another crocheted sock from auntie Fats! :P

I was actually able to crochet some 5 scrunchies to give to two people, and I am currently trying to finish a crocheted sleeveless blouse for our Christmas family reunion at Auntie Ciony’s house. :) So at least I won’t have to buy new clothes. Hmm… come to think of it, I’m not in the habit of buying new clothes for Christmas or New Year anyway! :P

While looking for gifts to give away at Circle C, we bumped into Heber and his wife. What a surprise! It was great since the last we met was probably February and Heber gets to greet us personally for our wedding. ;) We’ve been planning the wedding and reception to take place at his garden, and that he’d sing for us (he’ll be singing at Christmas Eve mass  for the Magdalo mutineers) and give us a gift holiday to Puerto Princesa. This was early last year and so many things have taken place, and so many difficulties … And finally a simple wedding that we hadn’t really planned. :)

It was a nice evening - and Heber treated us to dinner at The Old Spaghetti House. :)

I guess Trevor is quite pleased with the “food treat” tradition here, that is, everyone is so fond of treating each other to food. Our landlady told us that for Noche Buena she will bring us food so we won’t have to stress ourselves cooking our own! Her family is always bringing us food when there is a birthday in their house, and my family is always treating us out or at their homes to eat whenever there’s a birthday too. :)

It’s nearly Christmas! :)

Birds, signos

Friday, December 21st, 2007

I miss the cool winds from the Himalayas - that was probably early last month or late mid-October. The winds brought in the birds too - those thousands of migratory birds that take their places on the ridged walls of SM City mall in North EDSA. I took photos of them earlier this year, around the second week of February. By the last week of February, there were lesser and lesser birds.

So it seems they come here during start of the cool season, like October, and stay on until February. I don’t really know where they come from, I did email a local urban bird watchers/photographers group  but I never got a reply. Someday it would be good to drop by the Ninoy Aquino Parks and Wildlife and find someone there to ask. :)

In the meantime, when we should be on holiday and honeymoon already, I have been trying to fix a post-comment problem on my blog, and trying to get a project settled for implementation in 2008. With regards to the project, things have proven to be very difficult due to what my friends calls ‘the challenge of human technology” - quite true, and perhaps what that signos was about!

As for the post-comment problem on my blog, apart from preventing people from posting comments (a serious problem for any blog!), I hope this won’t turn out to be another signos of a more serious database problem.

Or maybe, it’s a signos that we truly need to go on holiday  - something I don’t normally do, actually! ;)

Weddings and carols

Sunday, December 16th, 2007

Trevor and I just got married the other day! :)

Our wedding photos are now on-line - these were taken by kuya Ramon. There are more photos taken by the City hall-accredited photographer and we pick them up on Monday - so by then there should be more photos on-line.

It was a lovely simple wedding, with Ramon and our friend Obet as our witnesses/sponsors, so there were just the four of us. The rest of the crowd in the photos are relatives of the other couple that was with us (it was a kind of double wedding). It was quite funny watching them getting so excited about getting married too.

During the ceremony, I couldn’t help snickering when the judge talked about us having the obligation to have and look after our children, to which Trevor and I had a bit of trouble replying “I do” - and visibly the judge tried hard to keep a straight face. :-D

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The judge also had a bit of sermon at the start of the ceremony, reminding everyone, especially Trevor, that there is no divorce in the Philippines - here, a marriage is forever, permanent. ;) (Actually, I read somewhere that the Philippines is one of only two countries that still do not have divorce (the other country is Malta).

Afterwards, we all had lunch at the WOK INN just behind City Hall, and then Trevor and I headed to my mom’s house to bring some ice cream and cake.

If you look closely at the photos, there is a little stuffed dog (Maria) sticking out of Trevor’s trouser pocket. As for Edward, I put him in my bag so he won’t be able to object to the wedding! ;)

It was all so nice and simple - and all that without having to be a nervous wreck with complex wedding preparations, expensive wedding clothes and tons of make-up. We didn’t go for the wedding ring tradition either (we’re awfully unconventional!) , but it was so nice that Ramon and his wife Maricar gave us matching bracelets in a box marked “welcome to the family, Trevor!” :)

Although I didn’t manage to finish a crocheted wedding dress in time ;P I managed to finish a crocheted green scrunchies for my hair for the wedding. Without any real planning and coordination, Trevor and I came together with a color motif of white, green and beige! :) Below is a closer look at the scrunchie. I will post a better photo soon with the crochet pattern.

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On the way home, Trevor and I bought some ice cream and fruit cake for ourselves, and I got a gingerbread man. I told Trevor, I never had a gingerbread man before! ;) Then our landlady came over with some gifts and said she’ll invite us out to dinner soon. She was very excited for us too.

It was a fun and wonderful day! I guess I wouldn’t mind having a wedding ceremony every year to celebrate our anniversary! ;)

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The kids around the neighborhood have also started their Christmas carols. Actually, they started very early (December 1) so I told them to come back on the 16th when carols are supposed to officially start. ;P However, when they went around on our wedding day, I decided to be generous. ;)

The kids were quite funny. I find the soloists very impressive - just one little kid outside the door singing out loud. One kid came singing and panting and I asked what happened, he said he was chased by a dog! ;)

Anyway, most of the kids sang Filipino songs, and I thought I’d post the song lyrics below. They also were singing the boom-tarat Christmas song, but I am not so familiar with it. Maybe I can ask them for the lyrics. ;)

ANG PASKO AY SUMAPIT
Music: V. Rubi
Lyrics: Levi Celerio

Ang Pasko ay sumapit
Tayo ay mangagsi-awit
Ng magagandang himig
Dahil sa ang Diyos ay pag-ibig
Nang si Kristo ay isilang
May tatlong haring nagsidalaw
At ang bawat isa
Ay nagsipaghandog ng tanging alay
Bagong taon ay magbagong-buhay
Nang lumigaya ang ating bayan
Tayo’y magsikap upang makamtan
Natin ang kasaganaan
Tayo’y mangagsi-awit
Habang ang mundo’y tahimik
Ang araw ay sumapit
Ng Sanggol na dulot ng langit
Tayo ay magmahalan
Ating sundin ang gintong aral
At magbuhat ngayon
Kahit hindi Pasko ay magbigayan

NOCHE BUENA
Music: Felipe de Leon
Lyrics: Levi Celerio

Kay sigla ng gabi
Ang lahat ay kay saya
Nagluto ang Ate ng manok na tinola
Sa bahay ng Kuya ay mayro’ng litsonan pa
Ang bawat tahanan may handang iba’t iba
Tayo na giliw
Magsalo na tayo
Mayro’n na tayong
Tinapay at keso
Di ba Noche Buena
Sa gabing ito
At bukas ay araw ng Pasko

PASKO NA NAMAN

Pasko na naman
O kay tulin ng araw
Paskong nagdaan
Tila ba kung kailan lang
Ngayon ay Pasko
Dapat pasalamatan
Ngayon ay Pasko
Tayo ay mag-awitan.
Refrain:
Pasko! Pasko!
Pasko na namang muli!
Pasko! Pasko!
Pasko na namang muli!
Ang pag-ibig naghahari!
Repeat first part and refrain (2x)

SA MAY BAHAY ANG AMING BATI

Sa may bahay, ang aming bati
Merry Christmas’ na maluwalhati
Ang pag-ibig ang siyang naghari
Araw-araw ay magiging Paskong lagi

CHORUS:

Ang sanhi po ng pagparito
Hihingi po ng aginaldo
Kung sakali’t kami’y perwisyo
Pasensiya na pagka’t kami’y namamasko.

(Repeat all then fade)

The Culture and Computing project, in retrospect

Thursday, December 13th, 2007

Some three years ago, I wrote a short paper for a Unesco DigiArts workshop on art, technology and education, held in Linz, Austria. Although I was already in Denmark for a different but related event just a few days before the workshop, and my intention was to stay with Trevor in Amsterdam between Denmark and Austria, I was unable to attend the workshop because I was given only a 4-day valid Schengen visa, and it takes over 2 weeks to get another visa.

That year, 2004, was a very creative year for me, despite all the visa woes - it was the time I stopped teaching and decided to challenge myself with problems and situations outside the shelter of my university, my country and my home. My mind was full of ideas, and I was constantly mulling over many important issues around art, technology, culture and society.

Below are some of the things that had gone on in my mind on that workshop I missed in Linz. I wrote about it to Tereza Wagner/Unesco DigiArts who originally invited me to be there. Initially, in September 2004, I wrote to her about the visa problems, and how it might affect a Pacific Rim conference scheduled for 2006 in the US:

I told Roger Malina and Joel Slayton about a cultural programme in Armenia wherein the Armenian programme itself provides the visa to accepted applicants. There seem to be a cooperation established between the programme and the Armenian Ministry of Culture and Tourism. Perhaps such similar kind of government-institutional agreements might be made (for example between the US government/Foreign Affairs and the College Art Association (CAA) or the San Jose State University). Such an agreement can be made only specifically for the ISEA2006/Pacific Rim New Media Summit events and any preliminary face-to-face meetings. If UNESCO intervention will make such agreements easier, especially that several countries will be involved, then it would be a lot of help. It is true what Roger Malina said that if visa difficulties are not addressed (especially when entering the US which is very very strict with issuing US visas), then the Summit will definitely be a disaster.

On education, the subject of the Linz workshop, I proposed a concept I initially described as “culture and computing.” While the Linz workshop focused on the Mediterranean and the Arab States, I was conceptualizing the Asia Pacific experience. The first issue that I took was the issue of the dependencies between culture and commercialism.

Roger Malina talks about the “importance of well connected sub regions in driving economic development within the emerging new cultural practices that exploit information technologies” in his Linz presentation. I agree with this and but should add that stakeholders in information technologies also have the capacity to exploit cultural practices and therefore control and limit the economic development especially within the developing countries. The bigger the connected sub regions are, the bigger the market for commercial information technology vendors, and the greater the dependency created between commercialism and cultural practices. This would be opposed to the concept of sustainable development.

A specific example of this is our case at the University of the Philippines (UP). We started our information infrastructure with proprietary commercial software, particularly Microsoft Windows systems and applications software. This was driven by the visit of Bill Gates in the Philippines a few years ago, with pledges of support to the Philippine government. But now the president of the university said: “We need approximately P12 million to license the new MS Office 2000 in the entire UP System. In addition, we have to pay P8 thousand per computer for the latest Windows operating system. This enormous amount might as well be used to buy more computers.” So the president has issued an appeal to all units and colleges in the university to consider migrating to open source technologies, starting in February 2003. His appeal was received positively.

I also mentioned here a soft policy of FOSS for public institutions, ensuring that commercialism is never to be established as a default, just as FOSS is not to be fascistly imposed. In a soft policy, proprietary and open source systems are used depending on actual needs.

The second issue that I took was the importance of resistance and intelligence (and of intelligence as resistance) in the implementation of ICT in education. In this issue I took note of the remarks made by two people at the workshop, Mohammad Ayish and Derrick de Kerckhove.

Mohammad Ayish said, “Institutions of higher education in the Arab world need to adopt an integrated approach to the use of interactive multimedia tools by initiating strategic visions regarding the future of education in the age of the digital revolution. The issue here is not only about funding new e-learning projects, but also about creating a culture that is receptive to innovative instructional techniques on the part of both faculty members and students. Research has shown that the introduction of new innovations in traditional settings is likely to be faced with certain resistance.”I would like to add that the resistance, in my observation with my own students and with myself as a student in an e-learning environment, is very valid and should be listened to. I believe that the resistance is not only because of the introduction of something new to an old learning tradition, but more because we have not been able to reconceptualize and restructure the meaning of education thoughtfully enough to take the best advantange of our new technologies. Students and faculty have a valid reason to resist when they see that e-learning is used to compress the teaching and learning process. Often, the compression happens when there is a perceived need to deliver education to many. This could become a fatal mistake, when technologies are used in mass production and assembly-line type of education.

Derrick de Kerckhove said, “Another topic to examine is to what extent the Internet, the Web, blogs and other hypertextual practices lend themselves to an art of networking specific to different social associations in various parts of the Arab world. The art of networking on line stems from practices off-line. It is an art of intelligence.” I agree with this important point, and especially when we talk about e-learning situations, the use of on-line teaching tools, web-based databases, web-delivered course modules, and interactive learning objects. We design and develop these tools, databases, modules and learning objects always in consideration of the social practices from which they are inspired and for which they are used to augment. So it is good practice to conduct on-line learning with face-to-face meetings and develop their structure and content in a coherent and supplemental way.

The link that I (perhaps subconsciously) made between the remarks by Mohammad Ayish and Derrick de Kerckhove is extremely significant to me now. Resistance may indeed be seen as a form of intelligence, and that there has been very little resistance going on now, and that resistance has earlier been dismissed as ignorance and fear, we see how the context for the commercial exploitation of culture has been established.

The third issue I took was something I called an “iterative system of development” (which Trevor and a programmer friend of ours call bootstrapping), as the most desirable way of approaching the art, technology and education agenda.

An iterative system of development: I think that this system might be very useful in developing a (international) masters level course that is multi-disciplinary and multi-cultural in nature. The nature of the course demands a multi-lateral and multi-disciplinary/cultural approach to its own development. If it is an iterative system, then the courses are developed dynamically and will always be sensitive to the changes of the times. One way of implementing this is through an experimental pilot programme wherein the teachers themselves are also the students, and the student project proposals are selected and discussed in terms of how their deliberation and implementation will contribute to developing the content and structure of the final program.

I proposed an implementation of this system in a concept paper I submitted to a school in Sierre where I spent several weeks that same year. At that time, I naively described the concept as “a multi-disciplinary multi-site and multi-cultural project” and thought it similar to what Tereza mentioned about “digital aesthetics” (referencing a high level teaching in such a field as digital aesthetic, whereby “the intention is not to train digital artists or musicians but to introduce the artistic and aesthetic approach and skills to the computer science and computer technology degree”). I added:

However, in this proposal, there is not only the aesthetic implication on programming (or the computer sciences) but also on another discipline which I have identified to be very important in a country such as the Philippines - and this is the discipline of agriculture technology, in particular seedsaving and plant genetic diversity. In this project, there is a very “organic” (viral and ecological) way of seeing and working with the idea of computer languages (programming), and focuses on an important Philippine resource - agriculture - and the issues of seedsaving and plant genetic diversity. In this framework, it is also possible to articulate how programmers can overcome limitations set by meager tech resources - perhaps one can say that it is an aesthetic and ecological approach to computing and technologies. So here, not only are the cultural-historical roots important in defining the range of a multi-cultural cooperation in post-grad level education, but the economic strengths and needs are considered important as well.

Looking back at the thought behind these remarks I realize that I was patterning “aesthetics” with “agriculture”, in essence affirming that in my book and in my culture, the practice and theory of agriculture is an aesthetic, and that there can be numerous aesthetics with varying levels of significance to various communities. I was more interested in the many manifestations of these various aesthetics rather than the various expressions that one can make with digital technology.
Then I wrote about relocating to Europe, something that I would decide against a year later:

My plans for the next six months include relocating to Europe (on my own expense but I am also seeking work or a studentship or other form of cooperation to support myself) so as to have access to institutions, people and resources there in further developing my skills and knowledge and completing my researches within a reasonable time-frame. I have been teaching here for the past eight years and have had to struggle with bureacratic systems, numerous economic impediments to knowledge and resource access and creation, as well as visa restrictions that have severely limited my capacity to collaborate in international dialogues. While I seek to establish a base in Europe, I keep my contacts in the Philippines…

And from here I mentioned a whole load of Philippine institutions, both private and state, engaged in technology education and research, which in my naive optimism I described as “prominent and active” but now I realize they have always been monolithic institutions that only respond to market factors.

Given this, I - until now - have still chosen to remain in the Philippines because such “monolithic institutions” are after all a global tradition.

Then I went on with observations on the Arab States programme, and proposed the framework for the Asia Pacific: “So far, looking at how things develop in the Arab states programme, I think it would be good to approach the content and structure development with a synthesis of factors such as the learner’s profile, the subject matter/discipline factor (aesthetics, computing, etc), and societal factors. It’s a fairly basic design framework for education development which will need to be tailor-fit for the needs and demands of new conditions.”

In essence, now looking back, I had a strong but unexpressed objection to the phases of curriculum development that was being presented before me as this involved simply contributing content for a module with 3 parts: 1) a theoretical/philosophical/historian seminar to be launched through online self-study with assignment; 2) face to face creative workshop on sound and/or image digital thinking will then be organized for a selected number of students, and 3) the module will end with a final study project which will require online groupwork with assignments.

The process to me seemed ‘tutorial’ and top-down, signifying no philosophical reflection upon the process itself, and thus no opportunity for the learner to become a proactive part of the shaping of the process. It also had no bootstrapping or that thing I called “an iterative system of development.” As an alternative, I proposed a curriculum development process that was itself part of the learning and teaching process, in particular: “To enable a solid framework for curriculum development before any content or methods specification and implementation can be made. The framework is intended as a model on which curriculum guides for culture and computing (or art, design and technology) will be used in different parts of the region may be based. It would be good to invest in the development of a framework that allows adaptation to more local conditions by its (continuous) use on an experimental basis. The framework should also allow for studies of local needs to be used as context in which objectives are to be achieved and content developed locally through regional curriculum and learning centers.”

In implementation, I drafted the following process, many sections of which I may no longer agree with, thus reaffirming the theoretical and practical significance of the iterative system:

Phase I Defining the Culture and Computing Masters Programme
- Assembling and organizing information deemed relevant to curriculum building on: 1) Asian society; 2) the Asian learner; and 3) theories and trends in art, design and technology education at the postgraduate level.- Establishing the needs of the Asian learner, the demands of the society on this learner, and the possibilities which the social context and developmental level allow the learner.- Drawing up a set of guidelines that will link the framework to be developed to the established needs. These guidelines are intended as the necessary link between existing needs and the curriculum proposed to meet such needs. They are to serve likewise as a set of criteria for evaluating whether every factor that serves as a curriculum determinant has been considered in the framework.

Phase II Defining Content, Implementation Methods and Evaluation of the Culture and Computing Masters Programme
- Validating the guidelines for content with the help of at least three (3) experts from different countries within and outside the region in curriculum planning and development especially for the arts and technologies.

- Setting up the philosophy, the objectives and the content of the curriculum with Phase I as determinants and guide.

- Developing a system of evaluation that will provide clues for the further improvement and refinement of the framework. It must be found out how far curriculum guides that will be based on the framework will work. It must be found out if the objectives set are being realized. It must also be found out if the framework provides teaching content which represents reasonable choices of teaching materials that will be valid to the learner in terms of the objectives.

Phase III Implementation of a Pilot Masters Programme in Culture and Computing
- Implementation of an experimental use of the framework through a pilot programme on culture and computing at the postgraduate level through a sustainable network of selected universities and learning institutions, and invited teachers and students, through a strategic cooperation within and outside the region.

I would not, for example, separate the framework into three linear phases as what seem to be the case above. Perhaps I was seeking a means of ensuring non-linearity by embedding processes of “validation” between each phases every now and then. I would also be very careful in using the term “experts” or “masters course”, which carry with them fixed definitions based on external perceptions and therefore irrelevant to the learning environment and the learners.

My frustration is perhaps still there as these ideas never materialized nor even met feedback, although these frustrated feelings are less as I am essentially living out these ideas and processes in my everyday work. But a bit more feedback and encouragement or even resistance from other people would have been nice, as these allow me to move on with the development of the ideas faster and more efficiently. And they do in turn generate more energy for the next steps.

I hope to explore and develop these thoughts further if our projects push through in 2008. But even if they didn’t, I will still move on. I was just discussing this with Trevor, beginning with what I moodily called a cycle of luck. I thought that perhaps “bad luck” was when we expect too much of others, and “good luck” was not necessarily expecting less, but rather facing in the direction of those who make the most of the least in expectations. In other words, to simply keep flow with the good waters.

The crocodile farm

Wednesday, December 5th, 2007

Filing papers, paying registration fees and other such things for marriage, I thought about why so many Filipino couples now prefer to “live-in” together without all the bother of getting married.

We also had to pay various amounts, 20 pesos, 30 pesos, 50 pesos, 100 pesos and combinations thereof, for various things such as, signatures, notary, etc. that come without receipts.

I suppose these are the small-time versions of what government officials and politicians are popularly known to involve themselves with: corruption. It’s that picture of the huge crocodile they put outside the building.
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I considered it fair somewhat - 50 pesos for stamping and signing your certified true copy even if you don’t really need it but were asked to produce because we have to sit and push papers here all day in this hideous environment and a wage never enough for a decent living.

But what if I was a poor woman whose 50 pesos is a week’s savings from doing the laundry work?
Then the system filters me out of the state benefit of registering marriage. There must be other means for me to get a marriage license and registration - Barangay mass weddings, the Kasalang Bayan and other such pro-poor projects by our city officials. Only middle income fools file for marriage at the City Hall. And that’s why we are grateful to our barangay and city officials and why we keep them elected, why we feel very close to them - they have pro-poor projects that the big and small-time crocodiles deny us.

Come to think of it, there is a strange fairness in how corruption distributes wealth in a society. It is a system not unique to the Philippines or to Third World Countries. Somehow, it seems to be like a|n unwritten socialized fee for government services.

But of course, there are crocodiles who go way too far. And these should be slaughtered and their skins made into shoes and handbags.

After the bureacratic obstacle course, we decided to have a walk around the City Hall grounds in particular this new little park with a small lagoon that they have constructed. It is quite lovely. Trevor never cease to be amazed by people’s love for greenery here, in spite of the city sprawl, the clutter, the cramped spaces, the pollution, the poverty.

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Along the way, I saw some mushrooms and two flies (wearing striped pajamas) mating. I took photos below.

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The new underpass, the Belmonte Underpass (after the city mayor) has also opened - which is a great relief considering how dangerous it is for people trying to cross the Elliptical Road to get to the Quezon Memorial Circle Park.

We certainly hope it is structurally good - it looks good. Some friends at the Quezon Circle joked that it looked like a museum with all the marble but water has been seeping through and cracks showing …

I took a photo of the underpass, below, some maintenance people were setting up a Christmas tree at the other end. It is supposedly Quezon City’s first underpass.

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I guess not too many people know about it yet - the Herbal Garden and Livelihood booths in the Quezon Memorial Park still looked rather lonely. I wish more people would patronize the initiatives there - it is a very good alternative to shopping malls.

green-shrug-front.jpgAnyway, while there Trevor took a photo of me and Edward - especially to show off my new crocheted shrug. :) I just finished this shrug (or bolero) yesterday and it is a nice way of keeping warm in what is now a rather strange weather. Here is Edward and myself waiting for lunch at the Kape Kalinga Resturan. :)

And here is a photo of the back of the shrug. Hopefully, I’ll manage to put the pattern on-line soon.

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We bought some vegetable noodles for my mom, and then some guava jelly and chocolate peanuts for my auntie who has invited us to her birthday lunch this coming Sunday.

It was a very pleasant day. I also saw my mom on our way home to pick up some mail, and she gave me a new shawl she got from Divisoria, and some old yarn that she found at the back of the house. They were yarn that I bought ages ago! She seemed quite pleased with my crocheted shrug too. :)

Well, I suppose I’ll be thinking of that crocodile farm for some time again…